Lately I've been listening to a lot of new and really excellent music. Matt linked me to a new tracker that has been amazing thus far. I just hope I'll be able to keep up the seeding when I am moved in to my new apartment. I suppose I could just schedule my downloads to seed really late at night... yeah...

I have a lunch tomorrow with Tiffany and Whitney - I'm excited for it, I suppose. I can't help but to be curious as to what we will talk about. Work? Or just ... life? Who knows. It will likely make me feel better about things though.

I have been down on myself at work lately. Feeling like I always do about any work that I partake of. Sub-par. I think that is just what I am, though. Sub-par. On the rare occasion I will find myself at par with myself but, alas, 'tis a rare one.

All I really need is for Summer to arrive. As I say that rain clouds will cover up the moon I've been seeing the last two nights. Not that the sun warms things up - in fact it was much, much colder due to the lack of clouds. I think the short presence of the sun, moon and stars did have some kind of positive impact on my emotions. Always a good thing.

Hearing of a very good friend getting into heroin does put a damper on things, to say the least. I have a feeling it isn't going to stop at heroin, either. Damn that kid...

listening to: Wild Carnation - Tricycle

I don't know what to say about the month or so past.

I worked a lot. I played a lot of games. And socializing was at a high low.

Tomorrow I'm going to visit a potential living space. The guy that I've talked to seems really cool, and they all seem like they will be good people to live with. The area is likely shitty, but I don't care. The commute will be longer too, but at this point I just want to be somewhere else. I'll deal with the commute, and I'll deal with the area. I just want to be, finally, out and on my own properly.

Maybe in a few more months I'll be ready to start looking into college. If not college then I want to move out of the country somewhere. I'll make one or the other happen, no matter what goes on.

listening to: The Decemberists - Her Majesty