I've decided to take this advice to heart:

"They are just girls. Be thankful you don't have cancer and move on." -Anonymous commenter.

I've been hurt over and over again, and I'm sick of it. I'm tired of this continual useless pursing. I've yet to not be hurt by the girls I so needlessly need.

Although it isn't that easy, giving up. Eighteen-years is prime time for dating, having fun. I suppose I'm just not the type? I haven't a clue. What I know is that it isn't easy to just discontinue being crushed; 'specially I, a huge softy. Being dropped on my head is clearly not doing the trick.

listening to: Ben Kweller