My brain is mushy tonight; 's leakin' through me ears!

I did go to The Simpson's Movie tonight, and Denny's. I feel bad for Her, it's loud how silent I am around new people. The problem likely is that most people don't like hearing what I have to say, so I've learned to not say anything at all. Maybe people think I'm innocent, or unintelligent, or stuck up, or lost, confused... I'm mostly just afraid. I don't understand that, either. Maybe?--I'm always trying to open up to people, but nearly everyone I have (opened up to) turns out to be exactly what I fear. 1/5 (one of five) people have been, and remain to be, everything I hope for in a friend to hang out with, or sort out ideas with. I've been out of touch with him lately, too. So 0/5, I suppose. I'm out of touch with everything lately though. That's why I have to throw all my disorganized thoughts out into this blog, and hope someone tell me, "Hey, think about this:..."

listening to: Karate - In Place of Real Insight