I did go to Laurel's house last week. It was a good time. Getting to hang out with people like Laurel, Ryon and James is refreshing, even uplifting. I was feeling so good while I was there that I actually answered the phone when Wal-Mart called, and set up an interview.

My interview was two days ago, I think. I can never remember when things happen. My mind is collecting dust. Fucking dust. I had orientation today, I can remember that. There was another girl close to my age, 19, who was cute. She smokes, which is a good thing (don't ask why, I don't know why, either.) I reallywanted to talk to her, but I'm not that confident yet. Fucking dust.

Back to other things that happened when I was in Salt Lake City... My dad participated in some sort of art festival that sucked major ass. There were but a few decent artists, and of course no one understood my Dad's art. It was nice the first day, they had all sorts of top-notch shit to eat and some neat band. The second day was bad. Stupid artists doing stupid art work, bad music and wind. The third day was SHIT. They were all disorganized, and a huge waste of time. I missed out on hanging out with Laurel and Ryon a bunch. It was depressing. I almost started crying that night. I need to start fusing.

I really regret not talking to that girl. Goddamn it.

I think I need to stop playing Guild Wars. I'm getting sick of it. It's boring, 'cause none of my friend's (on GW) ever do anything. Half that people on that stupid game are 14, anyway. Fucking kids playing games for adults.

Sigh. Yeah, I work at Wal-Mart. I'm slowly gaining confidence, but I still can't do anything with it. I don't even know when to go into work next. I know for sure I can go tomorrow night at 10:00 PM, but they said something about doing more computer work shit. EHH.

listening to: Ben Kweller - Sha Sha